Didn’t skate yesterday, probably not going to get out on a board today either. Too rainy/damp. This always happens this time of year.
I want to be excited to snowboard, but I’m not. I want to be excited about this 365 day mission, but I’m not. I feel like I just need a break, but the more I go without riding, the shittier I feel.
Very restless about the whole thing, and the change in seasons isn’t welcome.
I feel this “mission” losing steam. Doesn’t feel like me. Feels like I’m forcing myself to be something I’m not.